Rock in Robyn - an out-of-place, non humorous piece

Inspired during David Richo's workshop, When the Past is Present, Esalen Institute, 6/28/2009

Curse you!

Damn you

for taking me off course!

For my hurt, for my pain,

you’re the culprit,

the source.

So intuitive, so conniving,

You push me astray.

How you do it is beyond me.

Words can’t begin to convey.

At the same time

you guard me,

teach me all that I need.

At the same time

you hold me,

Let me sample complete.

I hate you.

I love you.

My mystery,

My dark.

My enemy and ally,

My unconscious

My rock.